(i wrote this one for my brother...)
im writing this to let you know im proud of you.
you've done alot of growing up and im proud of you.
although i still love the 12 year old you too.
Bubby, i love you honest and true and i cant stop saying..
im proud of you.
some poeple doubted you,critisized and hurt you.
but i knew.
no matter what i'd always be proud of you.
If i could go back and relive just one moment
id pick the time you held me close, erased my fears, and dried my tears
you've done alot of growing up, and im proud of you.
You make me so proud to be your little sister
you've taught me about cars,tricky, and frozen snicker bars.
but you've grown up alot since then, and im proud of you.
Soon you'll be a father, and a great one too.
You grew up and said goodbye to the kid inside you.
i know you'll still play, but you'll be working hard
and im so proud of you.
i know, thought you may not think its true.
i look up to you.
you're so awesome, cool, and strong.
and right now you may feel a little down and blue
but you're strong and im proud of you.
you're invincable you'll make it through.
Although i want you to act like a kid all the time with me,
i know you gotta grow up and thats okay with me.
you cant be like peter pan. but no matter what....
........you will always be my super man.
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Green Chipped Porch
Your green chipped porch.
warm,breezy night.
we talked for hours.
i slowly slipped away.
looking for your heart.
trapped inside your pleading cries
there i was myself
completely oblivious to the fact there was a dead silence.
our words just float around our heads.
"so" you said.
i wish i could go back
i wish time would stop when im on your porch. in my place.
completely oblivious to the fact your heart was in your words
they replay in my head like a broken record.
there we were ourselves.
The green chipped porch.
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Deception
I see love.
I can see passion.
I feel danger.
I feel obsession.
Don't play games with the ones who love you
Because i hear a voice who says
I love you...I'll kill you...